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;Gairat : 'Jealousy, source or cause of jealousy; care of what is sacred or inviolable; a nice sense of honour; honour; courage, spirit; modesty, bashfulness, shame; —envy, emulation; disdain, indignation; enmity'. (Platts p.774)
balaa : 'Trial, affliction, misfortune, calamity, evil, ill; a person or thing accounted a trial, affliction, &c.; evil genius, evil spirit, devil, fiend; a wonderful or extraordinary person or thing; an awful or terrible person or thing; an insignificant, or vile, person or thing; excessive, fearful or awful amount or quantity (of)'. (Platts p.163)
aazurdagii : 'Displeasure, vexation, annoyance; grief, sorrow; dissatisfaction; ill-humour; chagrin'. (Platts p.45)
FWP:
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TERMS == 'AFFAIR-EVOCATION'; AMBIGUITYThere are so many ambiguous words in such a small space! Above all, the multivalent word ;Gairat can refer to something positive ('honor, courage, spirit') or something negative ('disdain, indignation, enmity'). Because of the versatility of the izafat, the ;Gairat of passion can be either something that passion causes the lover to feel, or something that the lover feels for or about passion. Then of course a balaa can be something dreadful ('calamity, evil') or simply something amazing ('wonderful or extraordinary thing'). A mood of aazurdagii can be one of 'vexation, annoyance', or one of 'grief, sorrow'. (See the definitions above.)
Then, as SRF inquires, what is meant by 'renunciation of faithfulness'? It cannot be the kind of definitive, once-and-for-all decision that we would expect, because it's something that the lover '(habitually) used to do' [karte the]. We know therefore that the decision was not irrevocable (or perhaps not effective at all), because it was repeatedly remade. This situation opens up a whole set of possibilities: Did the beloved eventually apologize or somehow placate the lover? Did the lover eventually apologize or somehow placate the beloved? Did the lover get over his private fit of pique and decide to pretend that the whole thing had never happened?
In these and the other ways noted by SRF, we're really encouraged-- and in fact required-- to imagine the lover's whole piquant affair(s) for ourselves.